longtime [03 Dec 2005|11:56am] so theres never a place of freedom, or escape, unless its a kept secret. it's hard to keep secrets from the people you love. especially since when they find out, theres the "why didn't you tell me about that?" or "why would you want to keep it a secret". Not that the secrets even bad, just that its a secret. sigh. I feel dead. and I feel like I should be forgotten. and I feel mean. and I feel horrible. I feel alone catch me

[04 Jan 2005|10:48pm] what am i doing? i love him. but there's always more. the first cut is the deepest... and it keeps reopening. but the thing I have to think about is... is it worth it? is it painful? am i hurting myself? do i want this? him? what do i want? it's a new year. a new start. a year almost to when we broke up. a new beginning. god help me make the right choices. or don't let me repeat the ones that were wrong. catch me

it was me. [18 Apr 2004|11:41pm] My weakness caused you pain 3 has such bad luck catch me

A Case of Hypnotic Wanderlust [10 Apr 2004|10:57pm] Everything looks better under orange tinted lights we get to hide our faces from those to see what a case of hypnotic wanderlust to disappear from all those who see what we don't want to be landlocked, kiss the ground woven inside lies & webs can't release yourself to do more even though the yearning spreads and spreads An epic waste of space a loss for words, a death of hope wandering just to do something no other way to try and cope while singing the songs we sing even with the terror that flaps in the night were living the life we lead we are bleeding stars, trying to gain flight catch me

"To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield." [10 Apr 2004|10:49pm] To strive the unbearable momentum of sitting still which keeps you moving with such thrill To seek theres more where that came from there is always time for look for more To find be the hunter of the insane when you want something, nothing stands in your way Not to yield Keep going when life comes to a hault to just keep going, even when it's your own fault. catch me

I hate to say i love you. But I do. And it's over. So i'll catch my train eventually. [08 Apr 2004|01:51am] my heavens low but the songs the same seems I'm always looking when I hear your name you've been away but don't leave this side seen all of your faces you've tried to hide so I'm sitting here in a train station Lord knows I step with no hesitation Oh I've seen through your lies still I'm one still I'm one to testify and I say I'll find a way to let you know hold me close when tradewinds blow chances are you're over me, I'll catch that train eventually to the questions that you're asking I've only expected everything these arms of mine are burning as I see, as I see the pages turning I'll find a way to let you know hold me close when tradewinds blow chances are you're over me, I'll catch that train eventually my heavens low but the songs the same seems I'm always looking when I hear your name you've been away but don't leave this side seen all of your faces you've tried to hide so I'm sitting here in a train station Lord knows I step with no hesitation Oh I've seen through your lies still I'm one still I'm one to testify and I say I'll find a way to let you know hold me close when tradewinds blow chances are you're over me, I'll catch that train eventually Said I'm sorry Said I'm sorry I'm a lover I'm a lover who says she's sorry Said I'm sorry Said I'm sorry I'm a lover I'm a lover who says she's sorry Said I'm sorry Said I'm sorry I'm a lover I'm a lover who says she's sorry catch me

friendships rock [05 Apr 2004|08:14pm] Tommygrl13716305: thanks for loving me for who I was and not taking advantage of me. darth sheep: ditto :] I love that kid. I'll love him forever. He means a lot to me and is a great friend. 13716305: he's a great kid MaluQT2OOO: ur a gr8 kid! Tommygrl13716305: hehe thanks you MaluQT2OOO: welcome MaluQT2OOO: dont let stupid boys make u feel bad. Tommygrl13716305: i know MaluQT2OOO: good! MaluQT2OOO: ur wonderful! MaluQT2OOO: and fun to play with...in bed. Tommygrl13716305: hehe I love Alley too. 1 has such bad luck catch me

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